Who Am I?

 

 
Call me Rain, I am in my 20s, got a bachelor in Psychology and am currently lost in life. Very into games, memes, series/cartoons, movies and other types of media. Not from an English-speaking country and will use that fact to justify any and all typos, including the one in the site’s domain. Rather queer and (mentally) ill, which yes are part of my personality. 

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